actually i don't have the intention to blog anything today...blogging only speaks boredom.. but i've no one else to turn to...endless rantings from my mum is driving me nuts now...i don't understand why she always kicks up a fuss over small little thing.. why can't she be like other's mummy who dotes on their own children? or she thinks that i'm too old to be pampered anymore?!? anyway, i don't need that from her...i knows she'll be up to no good when she's being too nice to me...sometimes i really wonders....am i such an appendix at home like what she always claim? at least i'm not a loafer who leech on their parents for a living... i did what i can... and i fork out what i can afford to... but she's never satisfied... i know i should not be complaining like an ill-bred child here..but she's always comparing me to other's... i knew i'm not as good as them...i can't afford to provide you with luxurious life like anyone else there... but, at least i don't resort to getting allowance from you guys anymore.....i'm not like my uncle, who still have to depends on my grandma, my auntie for allowances to feed his family... i hate him! i admit.. and i don't mind splashing the whole blog writing about him.. cuz he's such an asshole... and it's a fact! i hope he gets to read this, but well, he won't..maybe someday, if his kids grows up, i will invite them to read this write-up about his dad..who ask him to offend/ provoke me by saying bad stuffs on my dad once again..
if he's capable and has the abiltity to fend for his own family, stop gettin money from us, stop all his acts on never-ending health problems in order to get money from my aunties... maybe i'll still leave some pride for him and greets him nicely if i sees him again....but well, i guess that won't happen...
