I realize if one were to die, needs alot of $$.... everything needs money....now i finally knows why old people always keep so much $$ with them!
just finished watching a reality show on ChannelU... and honestly speaking, i think we people living here is considered fortunate! we shouldn't be complaining about how hard life is, because we've yet to see the worst. we must be contended with what we have now. my heart really goes out to them...but there's nothing i can do to help, talks without action is equal to empty talks... =( so, i must at least do something .....
dad hurt his head while working yesterday, he's recuperating at home these two days. =( i was so worried when he told me he was at the hospital waiting for x-ray yesterday, but thank god, doc say it's only minor cut. but, i cried while walking my way home after hanging up the phone, i was thinking what if something really happen to dad..... okaye. i know i shouldn't be imagining things....
and for the first time, i felt very redundant when dad told me he wanted so much to go thailand for a holiday...i can feel he really wanted to visit thailand so much!!!!!!!! and it's like i wanted so much to bring him for a holiday right away, but i can't... the feeling just sucks, because the $$ i have now is obviously not enough for both of them to go! I MUST save more so i can bring them there for a holiday...
im feeling fucking emotional now and i should stop blogging...
